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| 11:59pm 23/07/2005 |
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here ya go kelly, what am i supposed to post? |
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| 09:13pm 18/05/2005 |
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i'm only really updating to get the website of my back. ya...i love kelly...she and my computer rule my life. well...renee too....ok...thats my life. damn LJ pple making me update. |
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| 05:39pm 22/09/2004 |
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hey...first time i've posted in a while. ya..i'm just thinking of discontinuing this LJ. or just keeping it to list people under my friends so i can see what they have on their LJ's. ya...i dunno, i just never go around to posting. and i dont think i ever will. i'm just not good at writing what i feel down. if u want to get in touch with me or something, u can just leave a comment on this LJ and i'll read it in a day or so. other then that, not alot here. ok...going to go...later. |
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| 08:51pm 28/08/2004 |
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mood:  ecstatic music: Slipknot
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Wow...the first time in not that long of a time, i have a girlfriend. finaly, i am not single. yes, i know i haven't been single that long..only a few months, but to me, thats a long time. something to do with my short attention span....stupid memory loss! ya, anyway, i'm just...so fuckin happy i have a girlfriend...and i've been trying to go out with her for a while..so...its a big deal to me. ya..just got my scedual..literaly..i went outside right in the middle of writing this..so i'm looking at it now. not a bad scedual, but i'm going to have to ask my upper class friends about the teachers and see if they are any good. ya...well, i'm going to go call kelly. later |
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| 09:05pm 20/08/2004 |
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mood:  blah music: Radio
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i can't wait for marching band to start. i really need something to do..and ya..thats the only thing to do. ya...i might hang out with sunyi and jackie tomorrow...MIGHT is the key word. i just remember getting a call from sunyi asking if i was doing anything on saturday...and i was trying to get a virus off my computer (still trying..::sigh::) so i did'nt pay all that much attention, sorry sunyi. ok..i'm going to go fix my computer and other crap..later. |
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| 10:58pm 18/08/2004 |
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god damn life for being so confusing. ya...kinda dont want to put it here..but i'm making a few decisions that are fucking HARD! i dunno what to do...and its just crap right now. i'm kinda screwed either way..so its the lesser of 2 evils..but both are kinda bad..or just wouldn't work! so..i just want to get out..and try to have some fun..so...call me if u want to hang out..because as soon as marching band starts..its just going to get more fucking messed up. please...please...call! or..just..anything! ok..i'm going to go now..later |
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| 06:28pm 12/08/2004 |
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yep, i passed english. go me. my sister is supposed to be getting her licens today, and shes probably going to get my grandparents car because they lost their licences so she will be able to drive. that is kinda bad..but she has to drive me to school now, so i'm not complaning. but i'll probably just ride the bus if she takes to long to get up. the only reason she has to drive me anyway is because my dad kicked her out. she isin't allowed over there anymore, so shes living at my moms. she only gets a car if she drives me around when i need it, and my mom can't. so i'm not complaning. ok..thats it..later |
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| 09:23pm 09/08/2004 |
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I think i passed english. so..for everyone taking english next year...I DONT HAVE TO!!!!!!!!go me! lol. now i just have to do that damn AP world history work..damn it. ya..still bored though. trying to see people..but for some reason..i never can. i want to do something before marching band starts, so give me a call if u want to hang out. ok..going and being bored..later. |
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| Home again Home again |
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| 10:53am 08/08/2004 |
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mood:  hyper music: Metallica!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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yay! i'm home! about fucking time. vacation sucked for a few reasons. first, i missed all my friends! second, my family is just to fucked up too get along for a whole week. it was fun, but also very very stressful. stupid relatives. ya, but now that i'm back, i'm bored! you people need to call me so we can hang out! i have like..another week or 2 before marching band...and during that, its all marching, no play. and after that...SCHOOL! o fun, lol. well, atleast i get to see my friends in school. ok...i have to go now..please call me or im me..or post here..or something..i'm bored and i need stuff to do! ok..later |
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| 11:15pm 06/08/2004 |
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i have a bone to pick with a few people. please, do not insult other people on my LJ. if you do, i will delete it and continue to delete anything you post, no matter the topic. if you want to say something to someone, you can post that you WANT to say something to then, but dont say it to them on my LJ. also, i only post here to tell you my opinions. please, do not critize them, or tell me that they are NOT my opinons, and that you know me better then i do. trust me, you dont. i post here telling you my opinons...if you agree with them, great. if you dont, i couldn't care less. o, and jackie, you know i'm probably just going to ignore what renee said anyway, becuase i do it all the time. and renee, i'm probably going to ignore you, lol. ya..so..i'm coming back tomorrow from vacation. i'll call you all probably..just to say hi. i miss you people..and i can't wait till marching band starts. ok..well, i have to go. packing to leave. later. |
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| 10:03pm 28/07/2004 |
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mood: blah music: cell dweller
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Yep, life is normal. well, better then normal. doing well driving and in my summer school. about to go on vacation. that will be lots of fun. problem is, i wont be able to hang out with my friends on the weekend. especialy jackie, because SHE CANT DO ANYTHING DURING THE WEEK! ya..well, not her fault, but its still annoying. i can see renee anytime, but she tries to hit me in the balls to much to make it safe to see her. sorry renee, but it really hurts. lol. ya..so...life is mostly good. kinda sux that i can't see alot of my friends, but its summer, so thats expected. and ya..my relationship life is just nonexistant. i really need one though. o well...wait till school starts...and see if i find someone. who knows. ya well, later. |
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| 10:48pm 25/07/2004 |
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mood: ecstatic music: Guns and Roses
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Ya, so driving is fun. if anyone tells u its hard, its really not. its kinda instinctive. you just want to look around you to make sure your safe. and its not hard at all to drive between 2 lines. the hardest part is just learning how the car ur driving works. like learning how it accelerates and breaks. ya..so..i'm happy if u couldn't tell. i'm driving like every day if i can. lol.ok, i'm going to go now..later |
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| 09:50am 23/07/2004 |
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mood: ecstatic music: Story of the Year: anthem of our dieing day
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YAY! i have my learners permit!!!!!! i can drive!!!! ya..so...ok, with an adult in the car, but its still driving! ya..so..9 months and i'll hopefully have my licens. and then i'll be able to drive where ever i want! go me! ok..lol..ya, probably going to see I, robot later today. and hopefully tomorrow going to see Grease at school. o ya..and going to a church thing on sunday. god..what i do for some pple..::sigh:: ok..later! |
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| 11:49pm 21/07/2004 |
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ya..so..only person who seems to comment is sunyi..so..ya..still want more pple to update. still bored, so if u pple want to go somewhere, tell me. ya..so..aunt and cousin comin up on the 27, then leavin the 31..so...sometime b4 then if u want to hang out. not alot happening in my life. summer school...jazz band...annoying parents...so..not alot. ya...so..want to hang out sometime, just let me know. later |
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| 09:35pm 15/07/2004 |
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mood:  bored music: Guns and Roses
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Ya..life is confusing. very confusing. ya..ok, just an extremely early heads up. first week of august, i'm going to be gone, so i probably wont update alot, if at all. if u want to see me sometime before then (doubtful) then just call my cell, or my house, or even just post here. i'm bored and i want to see my friends before the end of the summer. ok.well..later all. |
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| 10:22pm 12/07/2004 |
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mood:  rushed music: Slipknot
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SLIPKNOT LYRICS
"Duality"
I push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!
I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
Pull me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!
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| 08:52pm 11/07/2004 |
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ya..i'm bored...life is just really boreing. there is nothing to do. i'm stuck at my dads house and i can't see any of my friends. not that my friends would be able to do anything. but...there is one good things...i get my learners tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck ya!!!!!!!!!!!!! i still have to have my parents around, but i'll be able to legally drive! go me. ya..then..i'll get my licens as fast as possible and my mom is thinkin of gettin a new car...which will be my car. probably a mazda with a standard tranmision..which means donuts!ya..so...wish me luck on passin the super easy permit test. |
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| 10:53pm 05/07/2004 |
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hey. just got back from vacation. doesn't seem like alots been going on. ya..so...no one seems to even look at this..let alone comment..so...dont expect many more updates. and if it keeps going like this (no one reading this) then i'm just going to stop. yes, it gives me something to do, but if i'm going to rant and no one read it..its going to be on my computer and not some website. ya..so..whatever. later |
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| 10:13pm 30/06/2004 |
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tomorrow i'm leaving for Ohio. so..i wont update or reply to anything. ya..so..if u want to call..i wont be able to talk very long..or i'll have to call u back with a phone card. but if i bring my laptop..i might be able to get online (not likely) ya..i just wanted to tell u all i wont be here. not a whole lot going on in my life. today was kinda fun though..but not putting it down here. call if u want to know and i'll only tell u if i like you and i'm in a good mood. so..ok..going now...later. |
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| 10:16pm 29/06/2004 |
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mood: blah music: hanzle un gretyl.
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hey everyone. ya..on thursday i get to go up to my grandparents house..o fun. even my step mom and my dad have said they dont like them. then y do i have to go visit them? if i'm such a fucker when i'm a grandpa then i wont expect my kids and grandkids to visit me. its so stupid...i hate going up there. o well...only a few days. i really want to go down to georga. water skiing..sports clays (skeet shooting) and seeing members of my family i actualy get along with. but i mostly just want to get to band camp. just..get all that stress out. i keep lookin back at band and wondering how i did it. all the memorizing music and formations. if u haven't marched....its the hardest fuckin thing u'll ever do! if anyone tells me they think its easy..i'll have to hurt them...alot. and i know alot of other people who would help me. but i do kinda like it. i get to see my friends...it gives me something to do..and i have to actualy work for it. i hate it..but when i'm done..or when i'm preforming..i feel that i'm atleast getting something done. that i'm not worthless and that i can actualy accomplish something thats hard. so..i want marching band to start up soon. ya...well...i'm bored...i need something to do...ya...later all. |
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