Andy

demethios @ 2005-07-23T23:59:00

2005-07-24T03:59:16Z

here ya go kelly, what am i supposed to post?

demethios @ 2005-05-18T21:13:00

2005-05-19T01:14:09Z

i'm only really updating to get the website of my back. ya...i love kelly...she and my computer rule my life. well...renee too....ok...thats my life. damn LJ pple making me update.

demethios @ 2004-09-22T17:39:00

2004-09-22T21:39:33Z

hey...first time i've posted in a while. ya..i'm just thinking of discontinuing this LJ. or just keeping it to list people under my friends so i can see what they have on their LJ's. ya...i dunno, i just never go around to posting. and i dont think i ever will. i'm just not good at writing what i feel down. if u want to get in touch with me or something, u can just leave a comment on this LJ and i'll read it in a day or so. other then that, not alot here. ok...going to go...later.

demethios @ 2004-08-28T20:51:00

2004-08-29T01:00:29Z

Wow...the first time in not that long of a time, i have a girlfriend. finaly, i am not single. yes, i know i haven't been single that long..only a few months, but to me, thats a long time. something to do with my short attention span....stupid memory loss! ya, anyway, i'm just...so fuckin happy i have a girlfriend...and i've been trying to go out with her for a while..so...its a big deal to me. ya..just got my scedual..literaly..i went outside right in the middle of writing this..so i'm looking at it now. not a bad scedual, but i'm going to have to ask my upper class friends about the teachers and see if they are any good. ya...well, i'm going to go call kelly. later

demethios @ 2004-08-20T21:05:00

2004-08-21T01:08:05Z

i can't wait for marching band to start. i really need something to do..and ya..thats the only thing to do. ya...i might hang out with sunyi and jackie tomorrow...MIGHT is the key word. i just remember getting a call from sunyi asking if i was doing anything on saturday...and i was trying to get a virus off my computer (still trying..::sigh::) so i did'nt pay all that much attention, sorry sunyi. ok..i'm going to go fix my computer and other crap..later.

demethios @ 2004-08-18T22:58:00

2004-08-19T03:04:10Z

god damn life for being so confusing. ya...kinda dont want to put it here..but i'm making a few decisions that are fucking HARD! i dunno what to do...and its just crap right now. i'm kinda screwed either way..so its the lesser of 2 evils..but both are kinda bad..or just wouldn't work! so..i just want to get out..and try to have some fun..so...call me if u want to hang out..because as soon as marching band starts..its just going to get more fucking messed up. please...please...call! or..just..anything! ok..i'm going to go now..later

demethios @ 2004-08-12T18:28:00

2004-08-12T22:30:44Z

yep, i passed english. go me. my sister is supposed to be getting her licens today, and shes probably going to get my grandparents car because they lost their licences so she will be able to drive. that is kinda bad..but she has to drive me to school now, so i'm not complaning. but i'll probably just ride the bus if she takes to long to get up. the only reason she has to drive me anyway is because my dad kicked her out. she isin't allowed over there anymore, so shes living at my moms. she only gets a car if she drives me around when i need it, and my mom can't. so i'm not complaning. ok..thats it..later

demethios @ 2004-08-09T21:23:00

2004-08-10T01:26:26Z

I think i passed english. so..for everyone taking english next year...I DONT HAVE TO!!!!!!!!go me! lol. now i just have to do that damn AP world history work..damn it. ya..still bored though. trying to see people..but for some reason..i never can. i want to do something before marching band starts, so give me a call if u want to hang out. ok..going and being bored..later.

Home again Home again

2004-08-08T14:56:48Z

yay! i'm home! about fucking time. vacation sucked for a few reasons. first, i missed all my friends! second, my family is just to fucked up too get along for a whole week. it was fun, but also very very stressful. stupid relatives. ya, but now that i'm back, i'm bored! you people need to call me so we can hang out! i have like..another week or 2 before marching band...and during that, its all marching, no play. and after that...SCHOOL! o fun, lol. well, atleast i get to see my friends in school. ok...i have to go now..please call me or im me..or post here..or something..i'm bored and i need stuff to do! ok..later

demethios @ 2004-08-06T23:15:00

2004-08-07T03:16:08Z

i have a bone to pick with a few people. please, do not insult other people on my LJ. if you do, i will delete it and continue to delete anything you post, no matter the topic. if you want to say something to someone, you can post that you WANT to say something to then, but dont say it to them on my LJ. also, i only post here to tell you my opinions. please, do not critize them, or tell me that they are NOT my opinons, and that you know me better then i do. trust me, you dont. i post here telling you my opinons...if you agree with them, great. if you dont, i couldn't care less. o, and jackie, you know i'm probably just going to ignore what renee said anyway, becuase i do it all the time. and renee, i'm probably going to ignore you, lol. ya..so..i'm coming back tomorrow from vacation. i'll call you all probably..just to say hi. i miss you people..and i can't wait till marching band starts. ok..well, i have to go. packing to leave. later.

demethios @ 2004-07-28T22:03:00

2004-07-29T02:10:29Z

Yep, life is normal. well, better then normal. doing well driving and in my summer school. about to go on vacation. that will be lots of fun. problem is, i wont be able to hang out with my friends on the weekend. especialy jackie, because SHE CANT DO ANYTHING DURING THE WEEK! ya..well, not her fault, but its still annoying. i can see renee anytime, but she tries to hit me in the balls to much to make it safe to see her. sorry renee, but it really hurts. lol. ya..so...life is mostly good. kinda sux that i can't see alot of my friends, but its summer, so thats expected. and ya..my relationship life is just nonexistant. i really need one though. o well...wait till school starts...and see if i find someone. who knows. ya well, later.

demethios @ 2004-07-25T22:48:00

2004-07-26T02:55:21Z

Ya, so driving is fun. if anyone tells u its hard, its really not. its kinda instinctive. you just want to look around you to make sure your safe. and its not hard at all to drive between 2 lines. the hardest part is just learning how the car ur driving works. like learning how it accelerates and breaks. ya..so..i'm happy if u couldn't tell. i'm driving like every day if i can. lol.ok, i'm going to go now..later

demethios @ 2004-07-23T09:50:00

2004-07-23T13:53:18Z

YAY! i have my learners permit!!!!!! i can drive!!!! ya..so...ok, with an adult in the car, but its still driving! ya..so..9 months and i'll hopefully have my licens. and then i'll be able to drive where ever i want! go me! ok..lol..ya, probably going to see I, robot later today. and hopefully tomorrow going to see Grease at school. o ya..and going to a church thing on sunday. god..what i do for some pple..::sigh:: ok..later!

demethios @ 2004-07-21T23:49:00

2004-07-22T03:52:37Z

ya..so..only person who seems to comment is sunyi..so..ya..still want more pple to update. still bored, so if u pple want to go somewhere, tell me. ya..so..aunt and cousin comin up on the 27, then leavin the 31..so...sometime b4 then if u want to hang out. not alot happening in my life. summer school...jazz band...annoying parents...so..not alot. ya...so..want to hang out sometime, just let me know. later

demethios @ 2004-07-15T21:35:00

2004-07-16T01:36:58Z

Ya..life is confusing. very confusing. ya..ok, just an extremely early heads up. first week of august, i'm going to be gone, so i probably wont update alot, if at all. if u want to see me sometime before then (doubtful) then just call my cell, or my house, or even just post here. i'm bored and i want to see my friends before the end of the summer. ok.well..later all.

demethios @ 2004-07-12T22:22:00

2004-07-13T02:23:58Z

SLIPKNOT LYRICS

"Duality"

I push my fingers into my eyes...
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache...
But it's made of all the things I have to take...
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside...
If the pain goes on...
Aaaaaaaah!

I have screamed until my veins collapsed
I've waited as my time's elapsed
Now, All I do is live with so much fate
I've wished for this, I've bitched at that
I've left behind this little fact:
You cannot kill what you did not create
I've gotta say what I've gotta say
And then I swear I'll go away
But I can't promise you'll enjoy the noise
I guess I'll save the best for last
My future seems like one big past
You're left with me 'cause you left me no choice

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

Pull me back together
Or separate the skin from bone
Leave me all the Pieces, then you can leave me
alone
Tell me the reality is better than the dream
But I found out the hard way,
Nothing is what it seems!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane...
All I've got...all I've got is insane!
All I've got...all I've got is insane!

I push my fingers into my eyes
It's the only thing that slowly stops the ache
But it's made of all the things I have to take
Jesus, it never ends, it works it's way inside
If the pain goes on,
I'm not gonna make it!

great song...but now i feel like moshing...

demethios @ 2004-07-11T20:52:00

2004-07-12T01:00:59Z

ya..i'm bored...life is just really boreing. there is nothing to do. i'm stuck at my dads house and i can't see any of my friends. not that my friends would be able to do anything. but...there is one good things...i get my learners tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!! fuck ya!!!!!!!!!!!!! i still have to have my parents around, but i'll be able to legally drive! go me. ya..then..i'll get my licens as fast as possible and my mom is thinkin of gettin a new car...which will be my car. probably a mazda with a standard tranmision..which means donuts!ya..so...wish me luck on passin the super easy permit test.

demethios @ 2004-07-05T22:53:00

2004-07-06T02:56:11Z

hey. just got back from vacation. doesn't seem like alots been going on. ya..so...no one seems to even look at this..let alone comment..so...dont expect many more updates. and if it keeps going like this (no one reading this) then i'm just going to stop. yes, it gives me something to do, but if i'm going to rant and no one read it..its going to be on my computer and not some website. ya..so..whatever. later

demethios @ 2004-06-30T22:13:00

2004-07-01T02:16:26Z

tomorrow i'm leaving for Ohio. so..i wont update or reply to anything. ya..so..if u want to call..i wont be able to talk very long..or i'll have to call u back with a phone card. but if i bring my laptop..i might be able to get online (not likely) ya..i just wanted to tell u all i wont be here. not a whole lot going on in my life. today was kinda fun though..but not putting it down here. call if u want to know and i'll only tell u if i like you and i'm in a good mood. so..ok..going now...later.

demethios @ 2004-06-29T22:16:00

2004-06-30T02:21:12Z

hey everyone. ya..on thursday i get to go up to my grandparents house..o fun. even my step mom and my dad have said they dont like them. then y do i have to go visit them? if i'm such a fucker when i'm a grandpa then i wont expect my kids and grandkids to visit me. its so stupid...i hate going up there. o well...only a few days. i really want to go down to georga. water skiing..sports clays (skeet shooting) and seeing members of my family i actualy get along with. but i mostly just want to get to band camp. just..get all that stress out. i keep lookin back at band and wondering how i did it. all the memorizing music and formations. if u haven't marched....its the hardest fuckin thing u'll ever do! if anyone tells me they think its easy..i'll have to hurt them...alot. and i know alot of other people who would help me. but i do kinda like it. i get to see my friends...it gives me something to do..and i have to actualy work for it. i hate it..but when i'm done..or when i'm preforming..i feel that i'm atleast getting something done. that i'm not worthless and that i can actualy accomplish something thats hard. so..i want marching band to start up soon. ya...well...i'm bored...i need something to do...ya...later all.

demethios @ 2004-06-28T12:12:00

2004-06-28T16:14:33Z

ya..so things are doing...ok..right now. not very good..but not that bad. life is just kinda boreing...but thats about it. so..i need things to do. i want to get a job..but i dont have the time..because my parents keep wanting me to go on family vacations..but then yell at me for not having a job. ya..well..since i can't get a job...but dont have anything to do till i go on vacation...please call me! i need things to do. i'm so bored..and i want to do anything. i dont care what it is..just call me, please. ya..so...did i mention i'm bored..ya...ok..this is getting kinda pathetic now..so i'm going to go. later

single

2004-06-26T16:27:55Z

ya..i'm single again...it lasted what? 6 days? i know some of u pple dont get it, but i hate being single. i love having a girlfriend. and one like kelly...100x better. but guess what..there is no other one like kelly. so...unless kelly and i go out again...it blows. we went out for really only 2 days..because she was out of town the rest of them. but in those 2 days i felt so comfterable around her. just..everything about her. but..o well. we'll be friends now...and maybe go out again..if i'm lucky. and if not...ya..well...i'll get over it..but y do all that work when i can be happy will kelly? ;) ya..ok..well...later all.

Bored

2004-06-21T17:27:38Z

Well...summer has started off ok. ya know..first day of summer i get a girlfriend. but now...summer sux. Kelly is in NJ at the beach and renee is at some BOA thing...stupid band shit. o well. i'm just so bored..i have nothing to do. i miss renee...and i really miss kelly...but they wont be back for a while. renee is getting back on Saturday...and kelly is getting back next tuesday...as in not tomorrow..but a WEEK from tomorrow. and it just blows. i miss her so much. and i'd hang out with cate more, but shes just pissing me off..and cate, if u read this, call me and i'll tell u why. i dont want to say where anyone else can read. sorry to anyone else who is curious, but it wouldn't be right. o well....i'm bored...and i'm going to go now. try and find something to do..ya know...lol..please post...i have nothing to do except respond to what u people are saying. how about you get more people to look at my rants on life..i dunno...just help me out here. anyway..later all.

Kelly

2004-06-20T02:28:51Z

Yay!!! i have a girlfriend! i'm not longer single! ya..for those of u who havent heard, i'm going out with Kelly (renee's best friend). shes so amazing. just..everything about her...but anyway..i'm happy. but right now..shes gone to the beach for a week and a half...i miss her so much. oh well..i'll see her when she gets back. i can't wait! lol...ya..so..thats my life as of now..and i love it. i'm finaly happy! so..later all!

hates

2004-06-10T02:24:39Z

i hate english, i hate finals, i hate school, i hate parents, i hate stupid people (see, i do hate myself!!! lol), i hate posers (::sigh:: used to be me ::cries::) i hate people who dont understand (me alot!) i hate people who dont care! o..and i hate girls..not all girls..just mosted. y? because most can't take a single relationship seriously. i've talked to every guy i know..most girls seem to go out with them for about a month, or however long it takes to get something expensive. they are going out with guys for expensive presents!!! can i kill them?!?!? girls are just pissing me off...but i want a girl friend..but girls are being stupid...but i want a girlfriend! y can't all girls meet renee and get slapped by her for not being...what was the word...damn...renee..it means..ya know...only haveing one partner or something like that...w/e...ask renee. but...i just..dont get y girls are so..unserious when it comes to relationships. i hate people who have 1 week relationsships...thats just pointless. there was nothing there in the first place if it doesn't last a few months. for fucking sake!...heather and bruse have lasted longer! omfg...u stupid fuckers...get a life! if u want more rants on hateing shit..talk to malika..she can go for hours...i'm going to burn some cds, then sleep! yay sleep! c ya